school gives me anxiety

school gives me anxiety, so much anxiety; especially during it’s first day. i mean going back to school is fun! MINUS the struggle of getting out of bed, walking around the campus alone since you have no idea where to find your friends, the introduce yourselves, the new teachers, and the new classmates. welp. anxiety. i’m lucky enough i’ve been studying in the same school since i was nursery, but for those who transferred to a new school, you can do it. you’ll get used to it in no time! it gets better each day ๐Ÿ˜‰

since school is right around the corner, here are a couple of things that gives me anxiety or things about the first day of school, or school in general, that just.. sucks.

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untitled writing #3

it’s funny how a couple of midnights ago, i was thinking of how scared i am to lose my life, but now, it seems like it’s not the worst thing that can happen. because today, i am scared of living. Continue reading

i’m not afraid of dying

i’m afraid of knowing that i have not lived my life with purpose
i’m afraid of knowing that i have not lived while i was given the chance to
i’m afraid of not achieving all the goals that i have set for myself

i’m afraid of not getting to tie the loose ends
i’m afraid of not taking ahold of the chance i had to forgive everyone who caused me pain
i’m afraid of not being forgiven by the ones i’ve inflicted pain to

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